Bring on the breakdowns | On Nancy Lemann’s cult novel, Lives of the Saints

Let us begin with confession: until a review copy of the new NYRB reissue landed in my mailbox a few months ago, I had never heard of Nancy Lemann or her 1985 debut novel Lives of the Saints. I didn’t know its cult reputation. I didn’t know its sharp-eyed narrator, Louise, or her object of fascination, Claude Collier. I didn’t know its portrait of New Orleans in the 1980s, or its tragicomic rendering of the breakdowns and crack-ups of established Garden District families. I didn’t know how fucking good this novel is.

Here is, roughly, what the novel is “about”: Lives of the Saints follows post-collegiate Louise as she chronicles the unraveling lives of the city’s old families, especially the Colliers and their elusive, magnetic prodigal boy Claude. Louise is simultaneously an insider who has grown up around these families, but also positioned somehow as an outsider looking in, untethered to her own family. As the novel ambles to a tragic climax, Louise’s observations on the Colliers emerge as a kind of witnessing, a kind of love. The novel is funny and odd and deeply compelling, great sentence after great sentence, told in Louise’s bright, frank cadence.

Lemann establishes her narrator’s sharp, funny mind immediately. Here’s the novel’s opening paragraph:

All in all, Henry Laines’ wedding was one of the worst events in my experience, tragic in society. Everyone that I have ever known was there, plus a party of out-of-towners whose broad Memphis and Charleston accents shocked me, although we were the same, Americans far from that hub of the universe along the East Coast.

I could sit around and unpack this opening salvo all day, but instead I’ll simply offer that it hooked me from the get-go. Those are some great sentences. We see here Louise’s mind thumbing through categories — fast, blunt, oddly formal, a bit acid. She quickly diagnoses Henry Laines’ nuptials: “Everyone had breakdowns at this wedding…Everyone was too drunk. Everyone was unglued.” This breakdown, this ungluing is the sociopsychic fabric of balmy New Orleans.

Louise’s phrasing tilts toward faux-romantic capital-letter verdicts, as when she notes that parties like the Laines wedding are known to “Bring On Breakdowns.” She is constantly formalizing this loose, chaotic world for her audience, and this “Very Long Party” at the novel’s outset is a fun, sweltering, oppressive initiation into the Garden District’s sweaty, decaying aristocracy. Drunken bridegroom Henry screams; revelers scream back. The party works its way into a loud, sweating organism that refuses to die. An all-caps “I LOVE YOU, GODDAMNIT!” rings out –devotion or threat? Louise watches it all with fanatic steadiness.

Claude Collier steps into this chaos and subtly changes its moral temperature. Lemann introduces him obliquely. Louise observes Claude, and then she observes how she observes Claude. “I noticed that,” she tells the reader (and no one else), after seeing Claude give (broken) Henry “a funny, somewhat pitying look” across the room. Claude’s own assessment is equally understated: “I think Henry is falling apart.” That diagnosis soon expands: “Everyone is falling apart.” These declarations are delivered like weather reports. But there’s nothing glib here. Indeed, Claude is a moral center in the chaotic universe Louise relates, and even if he himself is a victim of that chaos, “Claude Collier made the world seem kind.”

Kindness in Lives of the Saints evinces as labor, habit, reflex. Louise describes Claude’s “indiscriminate kindness” as “the meaning of generosity.” Mary Grace, Henry’s bride, remarks that Claude is the sort of person who “would give an ant a funeral.” Louise intuits that it’s Claude’s patience, his ears, that allow for radical kindness:

He could take chaos — though not his own — and turn it into a calm simplicity.

It was that he listened so intently, that he understood. He was not lofty, or he did not tend to philosophize. It was not like that. It was the air about him, gentle and uncorrupt, some steady, noble thing. He was constant. He was steadfast. If you were his friend, you were his friend for life.

Claude’s kindness and radical attention serve as a moral center at the core of Lives of the Saints. This is not to say that Lemann’s novel drifts into any stodgy piety. She grounds her novel in a delicious mix of the concrete and the absurd. For instance, Claude leaves physical traces of himself wherever he goes, littering dining room tables and barroom countertops with napkin shreds and chewed straws. He wears a “ludicrous apparatus called Acqua-Pac, for hangovers” like a ridiculous crown. His family speaks in surreal domestic riddles (“Are there any banana brains in this room?”) and greets disaster with surreal, charming, mordant clarity:

“I’m falling apart,” Claude announced calmly, deadpan, standing melodramatically in the middle of the room.

I laughed.

“She’s falling apart,” he said, pointing at me.

Mrs. Collier regarded him intently, despairingly.

“This family is in crisis,” Mrs. Collier said in her family’s curious deadpan.

“Now, now, Jane,” said Mr. Collier, “let’s all keep calm,” he said.

“I’m calm,” said Mrs. Collier.

“Let’s all keep very, very calm,” said Mr. Collier.

“We’re calm,” said Claude.

“This family is made up of emotional cripples,” said Mrs. Collier.

“It’s good to be an emotional cripple,” said Mr. Collier cheerfully.

“I like being an emotional cripple. It’s the only way to be. An emotional cripple.” He puffed on his cigar.

Claude’s kindness expands well past the venerable Garden District. He spends time with “wino lunatics…racestrack habits…other weird types of wrecks,” and shares money and booze alike with these outsiders. He frequents the Wakamba Club among “wrecked types of weirdos,” which, like, of course he is one too, a wrecked type of weirdo. Louise doesn’t romanticize this weirdo world; she simply tracks where Claude’s attention goes, and how easily it breaks the boundaries other less-wrecked folks (which is to say, normies) rely on for order’s sake.

Louise’s own relentless attention simultaneously anchors and propels the novel. She notices everything: shirt collars, cracked voices, unnamed rituals, sweaty seersucker suits, baggy Bermuda shorts, gin and tonic and lemons and limes, and the way certain families require constant crises to keep functioning. Late in the book she names her vocation plainly: “It is this passing parade which I chronicle.”

Midway through Lives of the Saints, a calamity strikes the Collier household, reframing the novel’s emotional scale. Lemann treats the tragedy less as a hoary plot point than as a shift in air pressure. The hyperbolic spectacle of breakdowns at the Laines’ wedding registered as public choreography. After the Colliers’ tragedy, the world narrows to something more private, stark, and sincere. Louise tries to comfort her dearest friend Claude:

It was his way to claim that he had never known despair, but I believe he had, even before this. I think it followed him down the green boulevards, and was his frequent companion. It told him that his desires were futile and that it is futile to hope or expect things, that hope is a tinsel thing which vainly flaps its tinsel wing, and told Claude therefore to be strong, alone. “Repair it by flight,” said St. Augustine. But no man can Escape Himself.

Nevertheless, Claude will try to escape himself. He boards a train for New York and then keeps going, carrying his grief, habits, sweetness, and jittery competence into colder air. Up in the Yankee North, Claude turns his restless attention to projects that sound half crackpot, half plausible, including “two compass-like instruments.” Our prodigal kid would like to find his way. It is both funny and oddly moving that the same man who cannot stop compulsively shredding napkins to bits also cannot stop composing lists of “ideas,” as if invention might serve the same purpose as manners, a way to keep calm, a way to keep other people from falling apart.

Such moments are sad but never sour. Lemann’s control of tone moves the novel’s mood between comedy and grief without glib sentimentality or maudlin posturing. Even at the edge of catastrophe, Claude remains Claude: fixing drinks, asking questions too blunt to be polite, taking the city’s most formal rituals as occasions for his deadpan curiosity. Consider the following mordantly comic scenario, which captures the South’s slow-draining, stifling decadence:

Claude was still sitting in the kitchen, fixing drinks for whoever came in and striking up weird conversations with them. He was talking to the undertaker.

It happened that the undertaker was a darkly glamorous twenty-nine-year-old man born in Paris. The funeral home was the family business, generations-old, elaborate and sumptuous, and the city’s oldest, a society funeral home. They were a society family. Claude had beckoned the undertaker into the kitchen, saying he wanted to “talk shop.” Then he asked the undertaker what kind of funeral he would like to have himself, after seeing so many other people’s funerals, and what kind of burial he would like to have. The glamorous undertaker said, “I would like to be exploded.”

“You mean, exploded, like with dynamite, at the funeral?” said Claude.

“Yes.”

This was Claude’s kind of person.

If that don’t float your boat I don’t know what to do for you.

“Tell me about your breakdowns…That’s what we’re all about down here…Breakdowns,” Claude says early in the novel, repeating the novel’s byword. And, as we might expect in a novel about breakdowns, Lives of the Saints refuses the satisfactions of a resolved plot. It frays, wanders, digresses, and vanishes into phone calls and absences. Lemann ends her first novel in the kind of disappearance that will resonate with anyone who’s loved someone who could not quite remain present. The final moments are actually a bit devastating, as I revisit them now. It all feels terribly real, like real life, with none of the teleological neatness of an ordered plot. The story does not “conclude” so much as it breaks down into the lived texture of drift, obsession, loyalty, unfinished longing.

There is more Nancy Lemann to read though, and even more of Claude Collier too; he shows up in her new novel The Oyster Diaries, which is being published concurrently by NYRB. Her follow up to Lives of the Saints, the journalistic not-novel Ritz of the Bayou has also been reissued (by Hub City Press). I’d love to see reissues of later novels like Sportsman’s Paradise and The Fiery Pantheon (which, if I’m correct feature some Collier characters) hit shelves too, and my guess is that we’ll reprints sooner rather than later.

I hope I’ve offered enough of a taste of Lemann’s lovely sentences to entice you. You might hear in those sentences crisp snap and mania for cadence reminiscent of works edited by the cult-editor-maniac-author Gordon Lish, who championed and edited Lemann’s novel at Knopf. Lemann’s gallows hilarity, heat and wreckage, and relentlessly charismatic prose also seem cousin to Barry Hannah (another Southerner who came into Lish’s orbit). Perhaps the most common point of comparison is Walker Percy, the obvious local patron saint, whose sharp comedy and moral weather occupy a similar space. (A “lovely nutty book about a lovely nutty girl,” Percy remarked of Lives of the Saints. He was apparently mentor and hero to Lemann.) I was also reminded very much of Whit Stillman’s first film Metropolitan while reading Saints, with its (Metropolitan’s) talky, mannered young elites moving through ritualized parties, cyphers afflicted with their own malaise and decay. Lemann’s novel reads like its inverse. Stillman’s world is winter, drawing rooms , self-conscious discourse; Lemann’s is summer and seersucker, where kindness is something you practice,  not a pose.

Maybe most of all, Saints reminded me of the intense yet nebulous cloud of wonderful memories I have of New Orleans, a city I’ve returned to again and again in my life at different ages — strange and alien and warm and comforting, sweltering, thumping, alive in its own rhythms and ecstasies, its joys accessible to anyone willing to attend, to taste, to listen. I loved Lives of the Saints; I finished it and insisted my wife read it immediately; she loved it too. I hope you will love it too. Very highly recommended.

Read Jack London’s sci-fi fantasy tale “The Red One”

 

“The Red One”

by

Jack London


There it was!  The abrupt liberation of sound!  As he timed it with his watch, Bassett likened it to the trump of an archangel.  Walls of cities, he meditated, might well fall down before so vast and compelling a summons.  For the thousandth time vainly he tried to analyse the tone-quality of that enormous peal that dominated the land far into the strong-holds of the surrounding tribes.  The mountain gorge which was its source rang to the rising tide of it until it brimmed over and flooded earth and sky and air.  With the wantonness of a sick man’s fancy, he likened it to the mighty cry of some Titan of the Elder World vexed with misery or wrath.  Higher and higher it arose, challenging and demanding in such profounds of volume that it seemed intended for ears beyond the narrow confines of the solar system.  There was in it, too, the clamour of protest in that there were no ears to hear and comprehend its utterance.

—Such the sick man’s fancy.  Still he strove to analyse the sound.  Sonorous as thunder was it, mellow as a golden bell, thin and sweet as a thrummed taut cord of silver—no; it was none of these, nor a blend of these.  There were no words nor semblances in his vocabulary and experience with which to describe the totality of that sound.

Time passed.  Minutes merged into quarters of hours, and quarters of hours into half-hours, and still the sound persisted, ever changing from its initial vocal impulse yet never receiving fresh impulse—fading, dimming, dying as enormously as it had sprung into being.  It became a confusion of troubled mutterings and babblings and colossal whisperings.  Slowly it withdrew, sob by sob, into whatever great bosom had birthed it, until it whimpered deadly whispers of wrath and as equally seductive whispers of delight, striving still to be heard, to convey some cosmic secret, some understanding of infinite import and value.  It dwindled to a ghost of sound that had lost its menace and promise, and became a thing that pulsed on in the sick man’s consciousness for minutes after it had ceased.  When he could hear it no longer, Bassett glanced at his watch.  An hour had elapsed ere that archangel’s trump had subsided into tonal nothingness. Continue reading “Read Jack London’s sci-fi fantasy tale “The Red One””

Sunday Comix

“An Old Nursery Rhyme” by Dame Darcy. From Meat Cake #1, 1993, Fantagraphics.

In answer to the question: “Why do you write?” | Robert Coover

In answer to the question: “Why do you write?”

Because art blows life into the lifeless, death into the deathless.

Because art’s life is preferable, in truth, to life’s beautiful terror.

Because, as time does not pass (nothing, as Beckett tells us, passes), it passes the time.

Because death, our mythless master, is somehow amused by epitaphs.

Because epitaphs, well-struck, give death, our voracious master, heartburn.

Because fiction imitates life’s beauty, thereby inventing the beauty life lacks.

Because fiction is the best position, at once exotic and familiar, for fucking the world.

Because fiction, mediating paradox, celebrates it.

Because fiction, mothered by love, loves love as a mother might her unloving child.

Because fiction speaks, hopelessly, beautifully, as the world speaks.

Because God, created in the storyteller’s image, can be destroyed only by His maker.

Because, in its perversity, art harmonizes the disharmonious.

Because, in its profanity, fiction sanctifies life.

Because, in its terrible isolation, writing is a path to brotherhood.

Because in the beginning was the gesture, and in the end to come as well: in between what we have are words.

Because, of all the arts, only fiction can unmake the myths that unman men.

Because of its endearing futility, its outrageous pretensions.

Because the pen, though short, casts a long shadow (upon, it must be said, no surface).

Because the world is re-invented every day and this is how it is done.

Because there is nothing new under the sun except its expression.

Because truth, that elusive joker, hides himself in fictions and must therefore be sought there.

Because writing, in all space’s unimaginable vastness, is still the greatest adventure of all.

And because, alas, what else?

From Delta #28, June 1989; republished in Conjunctions.

I love Beckett. I also like the Three Stooges | Barry Hannah

Beckett liked knockabout drama. Vaudeville acts where somebody just gets pummeled. Trapped, insulted, or kicked. Punch-and-Judy. I love Beckett. I also like the Three Stooges.

Beckett once said, “Nothing is funnier than unhappiness,” and he was thinking about Charlie Chaplin, the genius of unhappiness. And Beckett’s own work is that, too. It’s failure, unhappiness, ignorance. When you’re not involved, other people’s unhappiness seems to be about the funniest damn thing on earth because you think you can solve it, that you are God, that you are above this, and that their unhappiness is just such useless toil and agony. If it’s you, it ceases to be a comedy.

From Barry Hannah’s Paris Review The Art of Fiction interview, Winter 2004

Some books acquired, 17 April 2026

This past Friday, after some spring semester-is-almost-over-time-to-clean-out-the-office-and-take-all-the-plants-home cleaning, I converted some of the review copies, old anthologies, and textbooks in my office I’d crammed into a box into bookstore credit.

I didn’t intend to pick up anything while browsing, but I couldn’t resist a second copy of William Gaddis’s The Recognitions. I’d never come across the 1985 Penguin Books edition before, and it matches nicely with the edition 1985 Penguin reissue of J R that I found on a dollar shelf in Atlanta a few years ago. This 1985 edition of The Recognitions is a bit stiff in the hand; I’m glad I first read it in the ’93 Penguin Classics edition (with the William Gass introduction that everyone should absolutely skip until after they’ve read The Recognitions for the first time).

I also hit an unshelved seam of Alasdair Gray novels, just sitting in a stack on the floor in the sci-fi section, and picked up The Fall of Kelvin Walker, which I’d never heard of, and a third copy of Lanark. I lent the first copy of Lanark I owned and read to someone who never returned it. I have doubles now, but as a wise man proclaimed, “Triples makes it safe. Triples is best.”

Near the Gray novels, also unshelved, was a copy of Literal Madness, which collects three Kathy Acker novels: Kathy Goes to Haiti, My Death My Life by Pier Paolo Pasolini, and Florida. 

It is probably a terrible compulsion to crowd my shelves with duplicates of novels I’ve read several times already. There’s a part of me that imagines I will one day have a small bookselling space with a very specific inventory of titles I will ultimately refuse to part with, and which my children will not-so-reluctantly have to throw away after my demise. I also imagine being able to hand one to a friend, suggest they read it without any anxiety over its return. (If you are reading this, Lanarkklept, the book is now yours, has been for years. I hope you read it.)

Self-Portrait — James Baldwin

Self-Portrait, 1974 by James Baldwin (1924-1987).

First published in the Paris Review as an excerpt from Burt Britton’s Self Portraits.

Read “The Boy Scout,” a very short story by David Ohle

“The Boy Scout”

by

David Ohle


The boy scout guides his wooden pedal car up the dirt road and parks it, in the shade of my turkey oak, without ceremony. The little car has tin-can headlights and a false grille. He approaches the steps and begins to climb, a box of rice cookies under one of his frail arms. It is a mystery how he crossed the bottoms in this handmade vehicle, how he avoided sinking in the soft mud ruts and being stung by the wasps in the sumac along the ditch-bank. Twice the boy scout drops the box of cookies, backsteps to the ground, recovers it, and climbs up again. He knocks gently, the sound is as though his knuckles are made of hard rubber. I open the door and allow him in. He sits on the sofa with yellow eyes and looks at my feet and says nothing. I offer him a bowl of soy soup, which he declines, casting his glances on the floor. His face is ageless and simple, with precocious whiskers on the jaw.

I build an oak fire in the woodstove and he warms his hands against the evening chill setting in. In the firelight I first become aware of the suggestion of a seam running down the front of him, over the nose from the khaki tip of the hat, across the lips and chin, into the neckerchief. He seems in the odd light to have been stitched together out of two unmatched bolts of cloth. His eyes are like coat buttons, the fists like ripe tomatoes. He smells of sodden laundry. Crickets bump against the tower window screens. The stink of pinesap and legustrum. The clack of crows in the sky.

I take a cold chicken wing from the refrigerator and offer it to him. His head pivots, the lips emerge tubelike from the face. He says no. At least he has finally spoken. We don’t want to sit here too long on the brink of conversation, like wax figures behind plexiglas. Coffee? Does he want coffee? Cola? I move around the living room mechanically, under an odd influence from this boy scout, as though he were a planet and I his satellite, he earth and I moon. Threads of black yarn drape his forehead under the scout hat, a mockery of hair. He has a sewn-on eyebrow above one eye and nothing above the other one, and a faded disk of scar on the chin. I talk about the weather and he listens without comment.

I ask him about a point of scout lore, and although his mouth opens and the dry tongue quivers, he says nothing. When he moves, which he seldom does, there is a faintly audible rasp, as though his joints are dry of lubricant. I ask him if I might sample one of his cookies. He indicates no. I have to buy or not buy without tasting. I give him the required amount in National coupons. I eat one of the cookies, which have no taste and little consistency. I remember myself as a boy scout, driving my pedal car intricately through alleyways in the city, eating bruised fruit when I found it at the backs of government markets. In the rear compartment of the pedal car I kept a change of khakis and extra shoes. If night came on me I’d throw out my bag and sleep wherever I was. I’ve seen tumbleweed, or something similar, blowing past the house recently. A wild pig comes every night and snufiles around for any garbage I might throw down. I consider dropping something heavy on him from the roof, breaking the spine, dressing him out, cooking him over a fire pit. The boy scout has been here several days now. I’ve noticed a spider’s thread from his shoulder to the windowsill. Two days ago he began an extended smile which has not yet broken. When the wind occasionally blows outside, the shiplap siding of the house gets to wailing in a high-pitched tone. The wind sock is full to the south, the awnings flapping. The fire in the stove belly has died hours ago, the sun’s last yellow angle is narrowing on the tower walls. The old clock is ticking on the mantel. The evening wears on. I rebuild the fire as the night cools and wear my flannel robe and long johns. Before dawn I see an orange light in the pines, someone walking with a lamp, Morning again.

An icicle has formed where the bathroom faucet dripped. The sun has come up in a haze. The boy scout is sleeping on the sofa.

The wind sock is deflated and the day is warming up toward noon.

By mid-afternoon I am perspiring in the humidity, wiping myself with a handkerchief. The boy scout remains dry and still.

A slow drizzle now, hanging on three days. On the fourth day I see an egg of sun above the tree line. A katydid is dead at the bottom of my teacup. Overnight the weather turns cold again, and the drizzle becomes a wet snow. My mouth is sour, my toothbrush worn down to the plastic. It will be nice to chew salty pork meat, sometime, whenever I can kill the pig. I should raise the awnings before the snow collects and breaks through the rotted canvas.

The wind sock is frozen stiff, pointing south. I see the pig outside, standing in the white. He pisses and leaves a yellow circle on the snow crust. The pedal car is gone, tracks of the wooden wheels leading off down the road. The awnings are frozen and won’t go up.

Mass-market Monday | Claude McKay’s Home to Harlem

Home to Harlem, Claude McKay, 1928. Pocket Cardinal Editions (1956). No cover artist or designer credited. 180 pages.

The cover art, while unattributed inside the book, is likely the work of Isadore Seltzer. McKay’s first novel is now in the public domain and available online.

Untitled — Suzanne Van Damme

Untitled, 1947 by Suzanne Van Damme (1901-1986)

Sunday Comix

A page by Charles Burns from BLAB! no. 2, Summer 1987, Monte Comix Productions.

Ever since I started keeping my diary of remorse, my remorse has evaporated | Nancy Lemann

February 10, 2022

Ever since I started keeping my diary of remorse, my remorse has evaporated. The answer to a personality problem or spiritual malaise is to keep a diary of it because then the quantity you are quantifying seems to disappear. Therefore I should go on to keep a diary of other troubling quantities. Such as Diary of Lassitude, Lack of Motivation, Failure to Act, etc.

The lockdowns start and stop and then I go back and forth to my odd and unlikely hometown. I see that my interest in my volunteer job (of monitoring justice in the New Orleans criminal courts) is largely prurient. For this I should have remorse but don’t. When I get my docket in the morning I compare it to all the other dockets, pining that they are more exciting. Judge DeBoes has murders, rapes, and kidnappings on his docket today, not to mention a case of False Personation (???), Malfeasance in Office, and False Imprisonment, but I am not assigned to his courtroom. My consolation however is that today I am in the courtroom of the piping mad personality-ridden Judge Hollingsworth.

The defendants in New Orleans always have names like:

Jockward Jones
Curry Carter
Stokes Meilleur
King Malveaux
Narvelle Perrin
Bingo Fox
Margaret Lemmonier

And the judges have names like that too.

Talk about a vanished world. The grandiose criminal court building. The old-time bars and cafés amid the greenery.

From “Diary of Remorse.” Published in Paris Review, no. 241, Sept. 2022.

Initiation — F. Scott Hess

Initiation, 1999 by F. Scott Hess (b. 1955)

“This demon is capitalism. Special Ability: Ravenous hunger” | On Thomas Kendall’s cybernoir novel How I Killed the Universal Man

Thomas Kendall’s How I Killed the Universal Man is a near-future sci-fi novel working squarely in the cybernoir tradition of Philip K. Dick and William Gibson. Like Gibson, Kendall constructs a world where corporate systems saturate daily life and set the limits of perception. Like PKD, Kendall foregrounds reality’s instability, where what is seen, felt, and remembered can’t be trusted as one’s own. Kendall reworks the cybernoir lineage through a critique of media culture and wellness technology, showing how late-capitalist systems present themselves as therapeutic while covertly expanding their nefarious authority. 

Our hero John Lakerman is a journalist for donkeyWolf, a “self-consciously edgy multi-social new(s) presence with a polyamorous approach to truth and ethics” that profits from “Attention Disordering Content.” From the outset, Lakerman understands himself less as an agent than as a conduit. He describes himself as “merely language, an impoverished language uninhabited by being,” and just “a data leak.” This diminished sense of self becomes explicit in one of the novel’s most telling admissions: “He had always wanted to be a robot…He’d always wanted to be a machine.” Lakerman’s desire isn’t so much a nihilist fantasy as it is an adaptive response to a world that already treats him as a tool, mere equipment.

Lakerman is sent to Miami to investigate Noumenon, a designer drug whose name strikes him as empty philosophical branding, “self-consciously clever and a total misunderstanding of the concept.” It’s a gonzo gig: he’ll take the drug himself and “report back from the other side of its meaning.” Under the supervision of Dr. Andrea Christoff at Lifepax (“here to carry you when nature can’t”), he enters a controlled Noumenon trial before exploring the Miami club circuit, where the drug circulates freely.

Crossing (literally) the threshold, Lakerman reads “cryptic messages” in the movement of club-goers’ bodies: “What they might see meant everything. What they could see was possibility. What they would see was another matter.” Capital, via biotech, mediates, manages, and tiers perception, parceled in preset doses. Kendall’s hyperheated dystopian Miami, a landscape of “block-shaped universes” and horizons “constructed by deprivation,” gives that logic spatial form. Space is segmented, experience preformatted, and Lakerman’s role as “reporter” starts to look like another interface the system ventriloquizes.

Lakerman leaves Miami, but the cityscape’s stratified logic stays with him. Back in London, news of a mass-shooting in Miami finds its way into his feed, and the “quaintness of a non-global catastrophe” showing up there strikes the jaded Lakerman as unusual. A too-specific detail from the report finds him returning to his last story on Noumenon, and his investigation widens into a corporate network linking Lifepax to the now-defunct Phenom Games. What began as a gonzo drug story becomes an inquiry into how experience itself is engineered, circulated, and monetized.

Lakerman’s investigation leads him to UbIQ, a biotech platform offering implants framed as “an advanced biometrics wellness program and early health warning system.” The smooth clinical reassurance of corporate jargon masks UbIQ’s reality as a tool of continuous emotional surveillance: “It registers how much you cry, when you cry, and at what.” As Lakerman encounters UbIQ (the name a loud, clear echo of PKD’s 1969 novel Ubik), the ground of proof gives way beneath him. Official records deny what he remembers, corroborating traces disappear, and even his own logs refuse to stabilize events into something demonstrably real.

He keeps investigating though, and the novel shifts to question not simply what Lakerman can know, but what kind of system makes knowing structurally dependent on corporate infrastructures and then repackages that dependence as “care.” Kendall distills this systemic condition, the internalization of capitalist infrastructure as perception, feeling, and “wellness,” into a blunt image of saturation: “Like plastic in fish, the way everything has a little capitalism mixed in.” Control arrives as smart drugs, implants framed as therapy, games that train attention and identity. It surrounds the self and takes up residence inside it.

A Boschian mural on the side of a church (titled a bit-on-the-nosedly Allegorical Futures) states the book’s critique outright: “This demon is capitalism. Special Ability: Ravenous hunger.” The mural is signed T.OR who Kendall later links to the game-world Lakerman is pulled toward. The mural names the engine; the game teaches how to live with it: “HIKTUM is a game that teaches you how to be multiple.” That “multiplicity” isn’t Whitman’s multitudinous freedom but training: become flexible, divisible, easier to manage. The endpoint is the Universal Man, “a thing [that] cannot be rendered but can be leased.” The novel’s late refrain “Nobody survives love” marks the cost of a world where even intimacy is folded into the logic of extraction.

Lakerman’s trajectory isn’t a personal tragedy so much as a case study in a world where media platforms, pharmaceuticals, and “wellness” tech jointly manage what can be felt, remembered, and proved — and where that management manufactures people who want to be managed. Kendall leaves Lakerman’s final position unresolved, but the arc is clear. The wish to become a machine (seamless, efficient, immune) collapses into submission to the systems already in place. In HIKTUM, control isn’t the existential threat of abstract violence, but rather what we feed to our heads and bodies. The diagnosis is that we don’t experience these systems as coercion. We submit to them as upgrades.

Readers drawn to cybernoir’s paranoiac pressures will get a kick out of Kendall’s transhumanist noir, which I’ve failed to describe the weirdness of here. How I Killed the Universal Man also makes a strong case for seeking out Whiskey Tit, an independent press committed to weirdness. Check it out.

Sunday Comix

A panel from The Adventures of Jodelle by Guy Peellaert (art) and Pierre Bartier (script), Le Terrain Vague, 1966. English translation by Richard Seaver, Grove Press, 1967. Reprinted by Fantagraphics, 2013.

Dear Jane — Robin F. Williams

Dear Jane, 2024 by Robin F. Williams (b. 1984)

“0,” a poem by David Berman

“0”

by

David Berman

first published in Caliban #8, 1990


On the very first day Jah gave light,
and on the second he made the sun and the stars.
It wasn’t long before things were jumping out of the river.

Later there were some wars, mostly soft and bloodless,
with snow falling on the sleeping tanks
and pieces of field glued to their wheels.

No longer all right to eat our young,
we made the Empire State Building and threw things off it,
then drank sidecars and Harvey Wallbangers until 1961.

People were heard to say that the world doesn’t care,
that the walls don’t listen, and the stars only shine on us
because we’re in the way of their light,

but the world continued to spin on its sturdy axis,
and underneath the Christmas trees the trains still ran on time,
while people united in sexual congress let pride feed.